I can’t help but feel jealous. Of the all these happy couples, really. I know we’re all young and shit but I really miss being with someone. It doesn’t even have to be labeled a relationship. I just want someone who’s there, someone who really cares, and someone who i’m really sure of. Let’s get
Let’s get real, love makes the world go ‘round. So I guess my world has stopped ever since. It’s a bit crazy, but it makes you feel like shit when you see these couples that look so good together, who’re so happy and who’re having the time of their lives. I’ve never felt this in a long long time, and i’m slowly losing hope. Again, I know it shouldn’t matter much but it’s just really sad. Everyone has someone, and I have, myself. We always end up getting hurt, no matter how cliché this sounds it’s true. I’ve had my fair share of almosts. But it’s always an almost, it’s always so close yet so far away. I feel so much and I fall, then the next i’m not so sure anymore. And I want to be sure. This time, I want to make damn sure. But there goes my non-existent happy ending. It just seems like love isn’t for me and I just have to accept the fact that it isn’t. It’s actually been a long time since I’ve actually posted something like this on Tumblr, ‘cause I don’t know I just really miss feeling that way. Anyone who’s ever loved (and don’t go judging anyone about how their ‘love’ wasn’t or isn’t real because they’re young or they’re kids) would feel the same. Everyone can fall and be in love, no matter what age. And I look at all my friends and they’re having the time of their lives. And i’m just, here. And i’m pretty sure a lot of you feel the same way. It’s not even funny, how media gives and feeds us with these un-realistic moments, feelings that make us expect; that make us thrive for that affection, that perfect love story, but it’s just not going to happen. And if it does, we all know it’s going to be a long shot. And maybe this was a misleading title. Maybe i just wanted someone to listen for once and not judge at all.
